Why should I cry?

Though it's just a practical test failure, but why am I so sore about it? Sometimes, you know that you won't do well for a particular exam, because the preparation is just insufficient, hence you are prepared for it. The truth is, I seriously do not think that my skills are that bad, neither do I lack preparation. At least, having driven on the roads of the United States and Formosa, I did a pretty good job as commented by family and relative. At least, hundreds of dollar have been donated to the already wealthy traffic enforcers, So, what happened?

I do not quite like the idea of someone's biasness translating into someone's failure or even destiny. Who are these creatures? Why is my life subjected to his judgement? If my whole life is subjected to such a person, I think I'd have achieved nothing, wait, I mean negative achievement in this life time. Their statements do not define me, nor does their subjectivity shape me. Hence, the emotional trauma inflicted on an innocent child ain't forgiven, let alone on the eve of children's day.

Why do you seek perfection? Is it because you have already perfected? As long as this earth remains, the legend of perfection is distant. Why do you care if I engage the clutch too early instead of relying on engine brake? I might have just a little bit more money to afford just a few more cars, so that settles it. So why do you penalize 14 points on driving too slow, when I wasn't captured on the speed camera? The last time round I was caught not slowing down, and this time round I am caught driving too slowly, when I am driving at the same speed on the same road for both instances! You claimed that I didn't check blind spot, but why can't I claim that you were sleeping with your eyes opened? You said that I beat the light, but am I supposed to stop when I'm directly under the light when the light turned amber? And if I really did, you would deduct points for stopping on the zebra crossing.

You judged with your senses minus the brain, you commented with your mouth minus the tongue, you perceived with your eyes minus the vision and you failed me with your opacity, inflexibility and heartlessness.