Living in a trance...

Haven't been able to sleep ever since I was recovering. It's like I'm totally tired, yet I can't close my eyes. So I tried to shut them, but they opened at the breaking of dawn, which is too early! My head just feels like, it doesn't want to lie down, it wants to be up and alive. But it has forgotten that without rest, it'll overwork and get itself burnt! Haiz...

To make things worse, I've been dreaming every night! Most of the time, weird dreams. Last night, it was a nightmare! Hundreds of dead bodies were recovered at the bottom of my residence! The pictures are still so vivid in my mind, oh man! That's the last way I want to start the day with!!

On a side note, I will be back in Taiwan from 4 - 11 February 2008 for Chinese New Year. This is the first time I fly back for CNY since I came to Singapore in 1992, under the last minute instruction of my Mum. I pray that things will be peaceful at home.

My heartbeats, my heart beats...